5 days have passed since you began your new adventure in Heaven. I still can't believe you are gone. You are everywhere I look, in every meal I eat, in the flowers, in the clouds; you are everywhere. I know that this is because you Gave so thoroughly in all areas of life. You were my Biggest cheerleader. You taught me I did deserve good things in my life when I didn't realize that I felt I didn't. You were always willing to help and guide and go the extra mile to make a dream or idea become reality. You had more energy than I ever thought about having, even on the days when you were hurting. I'll never forget trying to keep up with you while shopping on Black Friday, that's just one example of a tradition we shared. You loved and treasured traditions! I will try my best to keep up the traditions for the kids, your beloved grandkids. You loved them and always made the effort to be there for them and to nurture and teach them. Thank you! Thank you for loving and believing in me! You'll always be my Mom #2 and so very dear to my heart. I love you always.